LiFe..........
I remember when I was Younger,We were always told that we could be Whatever We Wanted to Be. For A long time,I never really believed that.. Which seems odd when your 13 and unaware of the world. I always knew i wanted to work with people but found my nitch @ Van Michael,it was a great learning experience and My parents have been great supporters for me and this career choice. Which I am not abandoning by any means. I am however doing for myself what i feel is best to do as this time in my life. It's 3:02 pm on the 2nd day of January,2009. I quit Van Michael,& Will Become a Nanny for a plastic Surgen with 3kids! Before you go and call me absolutley insane. I would like to state the fact that i'm 22,and have my WHOLE life ahead of me...Literally,I'm a bit scatterbrained @times and love going on trips,my friends,having fun,I love People... &&& As much as i LOVE hair,(and will continue to do it sometime in the future) for awhile i just lost myself,and i sit here,with no phone b/c I'm obsessed with my Sister Heather and Her baby! Which to me seems crazy b/c I can honestly say she is one of my BEST friends now. Anyhow,A big phone bill came in the mail. like i said. I make mistakes!
ANyhow,For the First time in my life i wasn't happy... & I couldn't even pretend to be happy. & If i fooled you,Maybe i should be an actress. (NOT)
However,I am a VERY DETERMINED PERSON! VERY!
Example.... The dierks bentley concert. May (2008)Free tickets,Lawn seats,just 2 normal girls walking into a huge LAKE amitheater w/determined hearts. (long story short,I end up on back stage,then on Stage w/miranda lambert,then, on the HUGE big Screen in front of 3000,while dierks himself is holding my HAND and singing to me........ ( that's not just luck)
I guess I feel it's important to be happy in life,and I'm not quitting something I love because i'm lazy or im just bored and wow this is difficult. If you've never been unhappy it's hard to explain the way i felt,I just know it wasn't right for me!
So....Monday morning @6am. I will take in the care of 3kids who i know,and enjoy and begin a new start,with new and Good Goals,financially,physically,and most important,Mentally! I hope it's understandable for most but for some you can say being a nanny is not a career choice.and you know what'I couldn't agree with you more. It's a Way to Make money,Save Money,and for me the best way to Start the new year! -----I will continue to do hair,and eventually go back to a salon. I would love to do hair in L.A.! But for now,I wanna LIVE this LIFE and not be miserable!
&Hope that My family and friends understand that I will be Successful because i am Determined!
More than I probably even show....
